Fwd: MASH Bash

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From: Newell Nussbaumer <nnussbaumer@buffalorising.com>
Date: June 5, 2010 5:30:26 PM EDT
To: Mike Hananel <mike@mwrealtyla.com>, Amelia Schineller <schinellera@hotmail.com>, Berniceradle Radle <berniceradle@gmail.com>, Jon D'Amico <jon@horizonrealtybuf.com>, bellatootsieinc@yahoo.com
Subject: MASH Bash

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Practicing for our shows next week!

Mash bash!!!!

Magical

Joe and I watched science of sleep tonight. It is by far one of my
favorite movies ever.

There is something about the emptiness, confusion and the magical
moments that just make me nostalgic and wanting inside.

The difference of culture and style draws me however it's the idea of
hope, love and interest that catch me.

I often wonder when I can let go of reality to capture feelings like
this or even if it's possible. I realized that I have been feeling
stagnant lately because I have an internal thing that is so used to
moving and change that sitting in some place for 3 years seems
Slightly crazy.

The reality is that my relationship with Joe is wondeful and still
growing and changes happen every day, especially with my sister moving
around the corner. These things are all amazing and Are always
appreciated.

I guess it's the changes and excitement of doing new things that I
miss internally and it's the nogstalia I feel of when I was younger
and did these crazy life changes.

I want to move to France or Spain or maybe travel Europe for months by
myself. Perhaps move to another city or change my pace for a while...
Perhaps the feelings are created because I am stuck in my job and
school for at least one year. There is no stopping now, just gotta
keep moving. I'm growing bitter about my job as it has become stagnant
and annoying due to my co workers lack of care...

I dunno, I am rambling but that's the point of a journal/ blog, right?

To be continued at some point...

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These are my current surroundings.

Do you think the otters are in love????

Sky

Megans last fb post was " I've spent my life looking up at the sky"

This reminds me of the time Lynne, me, Lynette and a bunch of Friends
were in yucca valley watching the meteor shower and tousands of stars
from the mountian tops. We could have starred at them until dusk... It
was such a beautiful sight... The desert sky is preturnatural.

This quote is pretty true for everyone...

It's so east to pass through life and just breeze by. No one stops to
look at the flowers and listen to the birds. Why is life so hectic?
Why is there a constant focus on time?

It's boils to money... All life is about is making money to enjoy
life. Cant be poor and vacation right? Wow what a terrible feedback
loop we live in.

There is so much to live for and experience... I wish to live long and
healthy and always take a moment to listen to the birds.

Can't take anything for granted.

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We went for ddinner. It was tasty and fun! Then we walked in the
pouring rain which was fun too!

Shock

This girl I went to high school with named megan died uesterday of
liver failure. It's shocking providing the fact that she is 24 years
old. What her ealth was like, I'm not to sure but it still was a
surprise.
I am feeling sadness today. Not because we were close but because he
was a nice person and so young. She is one of the first of my friends
to die of natural causes that may occur with age. I have a terrible
feeling towards getting old, as many of my friends are aware. This
just adds to my age and worries.
Poor Meg.
I want to live forever. I'm a dreamer and I love life so much. Today
is gonna be hard..

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I love my friends!

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